When Will it Finally Be Like it Never Was Again?

SPIEGEL bestseller (top 20 for over a year)
English sample translation available
Complete French and Spanish translation available
Recommended for translation by New Books in German (Spring 2013)
Longlisted for the German Book Prize 2013
Nominated for the Ingeborg Bachmann Prize 2013
Winner of the Euregio Students Literature Prize 2016
Winner of the Italian literature award „Premio Bottari Lattes Grinzane 2016” in the section "Il Germoglio”
Nicolas Born Debut Prize 2016
Carl Zuckmayer Medal 2017
Jonathan Swift Award 2018. International literary Award for Satire and Humor
Gustaf-Gründgens-Award 2019 (awarded by the Lions Club to persons that have contributed to the Hamburg art scene)

Madly entertaining, incredibly funny and yet deeply sad

Is it normal to grow up among hundreds of physically and mentally disabled people? As the son of the director of a children and adolescent psychiatric hospital, the young hero in Meyerhoff’s second novel doesn’t know any different – and actually really likes it.

His father is in charge of 1,200 patients but at home retreats into his reading chair. His mother organises the daily routine but is at odds with her role as housewife. His brothers are whole-heartedly devoted to their hobbies and have nothing but malice for him. He is having a hard time with the letters of the alphabet and with keeping his temper under control. The only time he is really happy is when he can ride on the shoulders of a gigantic resident patient through the grounds of the mental hospital.

In a tender and funny way Joachim Meyerhoff writes about a strange family living in a strange place. He tells of a father who in theory is brilliant but in practice always fails. Who else manages after deciding to do more exercise on his 40th birthday to immediately pull a ligament? Or who else gets his sailing boat in distress by wind calm after having managed to throw his son overboard first?

The fiery nucleus of this novel is death, the loss that cannot be compensated, the longing that persists – and memory, that mercifully produces such an incredibly blazing, vivid and curious story.

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  • Publisher: KiWi-Taschenbuch
  • Release: 11.02.2021
  • ISBN: 978-3-462-00151-8
  • 464 Pages
  • Series: Alle Toten fliegen hoch
  • Author: Joachim Meyerhoff
When Will it Finally Be Like it Never Was Again?
Joachim Meyerhoff When Will it Finally Be Like it Never Was Again?
Heike Steinweg
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Joachim Meyerhoff

Joachim Meyerhoff , born in 1967, was an actor at the Burgtheater in Vienna for many years before leaving for the Berlin Schaubühne in 2019. He is also a bestselling writer whose books have sold close to three million copies and were #1 SPIEGEL bestsellers. Wann wird es endlich wieder so, wie es nie war was translated into ten languages. The Italian translation won the Premio Bottari Lattes Grinzane in the section "Il Germoglio”.  Ach diese Lücke, diese entsetzliche Lücke was longlisted for the German Book Prize. He was also nominated for the Ingeborg Bachmann Prize and was awarded the Euregio Students Literature Prize, the Nicolas Born Debut Prize, the Carl Zuckmayer Medal, the Jonathan Swift Award, the Franz Tumler Literature Prize and the Gustaf-Gründgens-Award.