Sometimes You Want To Whimper Like A Child. The War Diaries, 1943-1945

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Concisely, associatively and at times downright lyrically Heinrich Böll records what concerns, torments and keeps him going him during the final years of the war. Unlike his wartime letters, which describe what happened to him coherently but which he knew had to get past the censors, here Böll captures in shorthand what distinguished each day and made it stand out in the gruesome wartime routine on the front and, later, in his time as a prisoner of war. Fixed points of reference are his young wife Annemarie, whom he misses desperately, and God, whom he invokes as a source of hope and protection in the face of the horror in the trenches.

What is striking is the intensity of these sketch-like records, which show Böll struggling for spiritual integrity and self-preservation. Written in the period beginning with his departure for France, through his transfer to the Eastern Front and up until his release as a POW in Sep-tember 1945 – and published unabridged.

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  • Publisher: Kiepenheuer&Witsch
  • Release: 05.10.2017
  • ISBN: 978-3-462-05020-2
  • 352 Pages
  • Author: Heinrich Böll
Sometimes You Want To Whimper Like A Child. The War Diaries, 1943-1945
Heinrich Böll Sometimes You Want To Whimper Like A Child. The War Diaries, 1943-1945
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Heinrich Böll

In 1972, Heinrich Böll became the first German to win the Nobel Prize for literature since Thomas Mann in 1929. Born in Cologne, in 1917, Böll was reared in a liberal Catholic, pacifist family. Drafted into the Wehrmacht, he served on the Russian and French fronts and was wounded four times before he found himself in an American prison camp. After the war he began writing about his shattering experiences as a soldier. His first novel, The Train Was on Time , was published in 1949, and he went on to become one of the most prolific and important of post-war German writers. Böll served for several years as the president of International P.E.N. and was a leading defender of the intellectual freedom of writers throughout the world. He died in June 1985.